Monthly Post

My relationship with this blog is rapidly changing, and I'm not sure how things are going to turn out before it's all said and done. Normally a posting lull is just that I'm busy or over thinking blog posts to the point that I don't write about them anymore. But this lull is different. This time, there's a fundamental shift these days in my thinking. Over the years, my internal monologue will just occasionally jump into blog mode, and whatever I am thinking is suddenly running through my head as if I were sculpting a blog entry. A trip to the dentist or a ho-hum school day will turn into fodder for a blog, turning the mundane into something that may or may not be worth reading. But as of late...nothing. My internal monologue just hasn't been writing blog entries. It's been reeling for sure, but there just hasn't been anything coming that I think that I should be made into a blog entry.

Part of me thinks of not blogging anymore, retiring from this blog. Part of me thinks about deleting this blog, which I ultimately decide against because of how it is a testament of quite a journey over the last several years. Occasional posts are just not my forte. I like for things to somehow be complete, but that's especially troublesome for a blog. I do still blog; it's just focused now over at the band's blog about the record. Most of my regular readers have stopped coming altogether. A few check around sporatically, but why keep doing it if there's nothing new?

November and December may yield all kinds of new things to say. Or not. For now, I'll update when I think of something other than a list of news happenings for me, and I'll leave things as they are and see if this slump is going to be permanent or not...